I felt confused a year ago, when I started this blog. But man, things are really falling apart now. I think I am experiencing a deconversion from Christianity, though I hesitate to even tap that out because I am not sure I am ready to admit it.
In the last week I have gone poking around the internet looking for others who have gone through something similar. I have been surprised, and surprisingly comforted, to have stumbled across so many blogs of people whose stories and struggles are eerily similar to my own.
In the coming days I will try to add links to some of these' folks blogs. I'm at a point where I need to hash out some of my thoughts with the input and reactions of a few other like-minded people.