I don't quite know what kind of turn I've taken recently, but now whenever I hear (or read, online) apologetic-type arguments from Christians, they just sound ridiculous. Sophomoric. Foolish even. And I get angry and part of me wants to peel the blinders away from their own eyes. Now, it could be that I am running into people that have a hard time articulating their thoughts, or people who aren't interested in rationally critiquing their own views, I don't know. What I do know is that I don't have a lot of respect for Christians who have never faced their own dark night of the soul and been forced to step outside their faith to try to figure out whether what they believe is really true. I don't feel like I have anything to learn from Christians who are nicely swaddled in their beliefs, and in turn I tend to tune them out pretty fast.
So does this mean I'm now officially a cynical agnostic? Or worse?